心 。

What's the best way to let go & forget. 问了这么多年,还搞不懂。 如果可以选择如果可以重來我不懂我可以不可以不要这个你。 刻意改变只会拉远彼此的距离。 为什么一切的选择都这么难?总是有两面,有利必有弊。 当甜蜜变为平淡,平淡变为现实,现实变为了解,了解可会更加拉远彼此的距离? 了解会变为结合还是分开? 心淡。心寒。心累。心痛。

Holiday mood

假期过了，没有大肆庆祝。到了这种年纪，我只想静静的过节日。今年我避过了圣诞，也没准备任何礼物，同时也没收到什么礼物，所以很意外的别人还会有心的送份小礼物给我。因为他们非常observant，了解个人需要，细心备至。看到同事爱美送上镜子、化妆品。朋友怕手干燥送上润手霜。。。真的很欣赏他们观察入微！：）

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新的一年，希望我可以有钱又开心（非常矛盾），想要做什么都可以完成。
希望自己可以爱人，爱的人可以用心爱我，不会一心二意。

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如果你的人生只有仇恨，只为了引起另一个人的注意，而蒙蔽自己的双耳，你的人生还会快乐吗？不可悲么？
我会问自己值得吗？可能我眼里只有我自己，不想把自己推向深渊，搞到神经错乱，呵呵！
我还在努力地学习知足，喜欢安定一点，才可以开心一点。

Fb很讨人厌！

它可以很有用，但是被滥用时真的很讨人厌。
要宣传，要炫耀，要找人，要关注人，要人关注，要骂人全部都可以去那里。
唉，真的很讨人厌啦！！！

Heel me,Luv me

I always luv them before I buy them & wish they will luv me in return.
They disappoint me again & again. Continued to leave the blisters & scar on my feet.
I'll continue to luv them...haizz pls help me & heal me...

Heels

黄爱琳《再苦也要去旅行》

我坐在food replublic阅读黄爱琳的《再苦也要去旅行》，却被窗外的一闪一闪的灯照得眼睛很刺痛，原来是wisma的假CD装饰，乌节的圣诞装饰也摆满了，我却很专注于我的“书中”，今年只有一个个红白的小圆球，没什么特别。。。

回到黄爱琳，我没资格评论她，我不羡慕她，因为不是每个人适合这样长期旅游的方式，况且每个人都能选择以自己的方式去旅游。
不过她的经历也很有趣，文字很简洁，很容易投入于她的处境中，仿佛置身其中。她的毅力值得令人佩服，那种在四海以帐篷为家，沙发，车站，巴士走廊，湖边，警察局，机场为床的旅游方式很特别吧！途中的坎坷经历也是她选择这次旅程的代价，去的一些国家我甚至没听过也不敢去,像Kazakhstan，Kyrgyzstan，Iran，Syria，只知道它们叫中东，哈哈。。。

有趣的是，她可以在帐篷内煮食面条、鸡蛋大餐、蔬菜、水果等等，哈哈
这种经历，你我一生能试过一次也不错吧！做梦中
我连云南，寮国都还没去呢！

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后面的大风大浪，摄于四湾岛，Dec 2008

当你真心想得到一样东西，你一定会千方百计地得到
当你无心想得到一样东西，你就不会勤于用心地得到
自我勉励中
继续睡觉，读书，吃饭，上班，期待成行的下次出游！

小旋风来袭

Wowowowow you may have tried Ding Tai Feng and Crystal Jade in most of the shopping centres but I am going to introduce this---> Xiao Xuan Feng Lamian Kitchen-- my favourite restaurant currently. This place is not noticeable if you walkby around Tiong Baru Plaza. If you like Xiao Long Bao, you can go DTF or CJ. As for La mian (hand made noodle soup, you really must try it here!!!

Pai seh I only take beef noodles soup this time. They have Beijing dumpling, Wanton noodle soup, etc. Their soup is superb!!! I love it very much!!!
Lan Zhou stewed beef noodle soup

Singapura spicy beef noodle
They put alot of chilli oil on top of the normal soup and it is tasty and HOT!!!

This is not recommended dish and only to show the picture. My friend will always like to order their fried pork ribs with La mian because this is the only "fried" dish with the La mian. Really so-so la as the pork ribs are too hard to chew...

"Saliva" chicken- chilled chicken with spicy sauce & oil la..hehe


Lamian thumbs up **********
Call me if you wanna try their dishes k!!!

Address:
302 Tiong Bahru Road
#01-15/16 Tiong Bahru Plaza

Tel: +65 6377 0220

I have made a comparison with Crystal Jade Lamian Kitchen the other day and concluded that nobody can beat their soup!!! However CJ's pork ribs and Beijing dumplings are nicer =)
Crispy Pork ribs

So-so La mian soup =p

Beijing dumpling, Shanghai Pan Fried Pao and fried rice~

Beijing dumpling!

Succulent dumpling- can order this if you are bored with the usual Xiao Long Bao

Crystal Jade


Satisfied!

独立个体

也许是我孤僻，但是我觉得每个人都需要自己的生活圈子和私人/思考空间。不管是朋友，兄弟姐妹，父母，还是情侣，甚至夫妻都一样。
不可能有人可以左右一个人的思想。如果父母一直不放手，那么应该好好和他们谈，告诉他们你已经长大了。如果朋友/兄弟姐妹还是想这样做，那么提醒他该长大了。如果伴侣这样，那么需要两人一起沟通与成长吧！
p/s：做自己想做的事和对自己做过和决定的事负责。

这样的人会不会给人感觉城府很深？可我的城府一点也不深。应该是注重隐私吧！

我喜欢背对着你，不是我的背面或侧面拍起来特别美，是不想让你看出我的心情。我们都有黑暗，低落，寂寞的时候，不过我坚信我们都一定要有能力自己解决。。。当然我希望想找人说话时不会被狠狠地拒绝。:p


今天心情小阴暗

Free Soul

ahaha you may find this picture familiar if you played fb. Obviously it's not me. I like this picture! Or can you pretend that she's my look alike? haha
Seems like I am enjoying the result of quiz again...
"You Love to live an absolutely free life. That does not mean that you are not responsible person, but you do not believe that anyone should prevent you from something that you really enjoy and does not hurt anyone else!"

I know I cannot change my skin color. I cannot be as fair as snow white princess. But I would still luv them even if you are not. Since I cannot be fairer, then I'll choose a simpler way, make it darker instead!
Prepare your tools- Tanning oil & shade

Be a happy black beauty! hee

Coffee, Tea, or Yuan Yang?

I have read a few of articles stating that coffee is not good for health... that's why I was counting myself lucky as I never addicted to coffee in my early working life. The most I like is "Teh Tarik". As time goes by, "Teh Tarik" is no longer healthy as well (if you read the forwarded email too). So what am I suppose to drink? soya bean, fruit juice, fruit tea, etc?
I decided to drink their combination "Yuan Yang".


But....
Recently, I am addicted to the taste of coffee again...especially the coffee bought by him...


and other sweet dessertsssss+ my new pillow...:p


Ikea@05.07.09
心情指数:**********

瞬间的艳阳天?

I am back at this hour! Reload reload reload...flooding the blog haha

我爱艳阳天，即便只是那一瞬间，即使短暂，即使它会晒伤我全身，
在下一个阴天出现以前，
也要牢牢捉住那期待已久的艳阳天！
，心情＋幸福指数：***************(爆膨)

Bangkok 21-24 Jan 09 2

一大早，就在大家埋头苦干和倒数新年时，本小姐已经提前过年并背着重重（8kg）的背包在机场等迪大哥准备启程至曼谷机场。飞机上，我们聊天聊了半小时，睡了一小时，自拍半小时。哈哈。。。一下飞机，就搭上机场为搭客而设的小巴到机场arrival hall。虽说Jetstar也是budget terminal，但服务也挺不错的，机场也大得很。。。一直听说泰国的美食的美味，连蔡澜也说过越北上的地方食物越好吃，尤其是泰国，我这次一定要尽情品尝。。。
一登入机场马上找间cafe坐下来吃午餐，顺便等su的到来。食物还不错啦，尤其是我的番茄辣椒炒饭。

中午时，su走了一大段路才到餐厅，因为虎航Tigerairway的budget terminal比较远，也没有提供小巴服务。小聚之后，我们便走到arrival hall的德士站召德士，那里的柜台不用排队，拿了张票就直接走到德士去。德士司机开了450B到酒店，我们要求他开表，谁知他马上有点凶巴巴的说要我们自己还高速公路的过路费，我们以为过路费一定很贵，又没经验，心想：“上了贼车！”，最后还是乖乖地答应了。过后我们发现合理车资是差不多350B左右。哈哈

Tips：The taxi fare is generally cheap in Thailand. The taxi driver will quote a price, which is quite high initially. So you can choose to open meter and make sure he really open it! It is okay to go from expressway and pay for the toll fees as requested by the driver.

Woraburi Sukhumvit Hotel & Resort
Address: 128/1 Sukhumvit Soi 4, Klongtoey, Bangkok 10110 Thailand.
Tel: +66 (2) 6567236 ext308
Email: rsvnsukhumvit@woraburi.com
To be continued。。。

The Best Guy's Wedding 2- Starry Starry Night

The theme is starry starry night. believed only starlady & I were wearing Starsss accessories.
Thank you for the opportunity, Chee Vee & Judy.
Thank you for all your supports, all dear friends, HZ, Starlady, Fire, Apple, Mi Yen, Hama, Cate, Lion, etc, etc.
Thanks for my courage that still makes me nervous on the stage. :p
Thanks Wilson for reminding me about the tempo & chorus of the songs besides me during the whole performance.
Thanks Shawn for playing the groove music all night and cracking jokes around.
They all done well. :)
Thanks HZ for making funny action whenever they heard the shivering sound. haha
Thanks for my lovely friends who keep walking in front of me to support me :D


No video as expected, thanks to hama la T_T

Self photo taking despite that I was late :p

Self made Lyrics book-my personal souvenir


The buffet dinner


The ambiance, where the guests were sitting.


March-in, knowing that the guests can't really listen the music as the sound is not loud enough.


looked pro?haha


Seldom see my serious face in pics.


At that moment I thought my dream has come true.
Yo ho~another interesting chapter in my life!




guitarist-Shawn, Chee Vee, Judy, me, male singer-Wilson


The sweetest moment. Chee Vee was singing "I'm willing" to Judy. Followed by 10 sec+++ kissing. *Sweet*




A token of appreciation-ang pao $$$$ at the end of the night (Star Awards meh?!!)




Out of 20 songs, I think I did well on chu jia(i hit all the high note,hehe), ni zui zhen gui, The Wedding, yue liang dai biao wo de xin, etc.

Suppose to do well with Close to you, Fly me to the moon, LOVE, etc.

Feel free to view the blog of one of the guitarist @ www.turbochicken.blogspot.com for more details of that memorable night.

Favorite line: to chee vee: "Marriage is all about gives and takes, you give, judy takes." hahaha
Favorite drink: Red wine. hehe. *high* though I vomited all out when we lim-tehing @ tiong baru mamak *argh* sorry to trouble u all, :p
Favorite food: None. coz din eat much

心情指数:**********(MAX)

The Best Guy's Wedding

Well tomorrow is the big day. Am pretty nervous and looking forward for the day (night~) to come.

Hope tomorrow won't rain and my sore throat & coughing will recover automatically when I wake up. Realised that quite a number of love songs relate love to moon, stars. Do stars & moon really understand human being's love? haha ^^'
My favouraite list definitely will be Fly me to the moon, Close to you!
Chinese songs with moon & star are 私奔到月球，屋顶，月亮代表我的心，制造浪漫。

I shall remember the most important thing is I gotta enjoy it! I believe I'll. So do you.

Thank you Kopio & Teh-o. Wishing both of you happily ever after.

*Praying hard*
*Clearing my throat again*

Nothing Better To Do~

Nothing. Just wanna show you~
How green is tea plantation,
How comfortable is the weather,
How big is the environment,
How grateful I am.
Coincidently I was wearing Yr 2008's birthday present-earring & top & Yr 2006's present with a great smile :D heehee

Finally A Short Trip

I really know how to keep myself busy.

Looking for partners/ groups who wanna join. Hoping to bump into friends overseas :p
It should be quite fun.

Sin/Bkk - 21 Jan 09
Bkk/Sin - 24 Jan 09 (One day before CNY Eve)

Any timing.

I know it's too rush but can't help, the ticket is cheap now :)

讨好人不讨好

Today i pms, wanna write alot of words but don't know how to speak up. Well I'll remember how frustrated & negative I am today. Though I am carrying a smile everywhere and 自以为讨好，Pleasing someone is tiring, I wanna please myself...

I simply like this line and should target myself to achieve it.

Quote
"我们绝少向别人提起彼此，那是一种尊重，因为非常重视，所以愿意以对方的私隐为前提做出的保护动作。因为我是他最亲密的伴侣，许多事情只有我能说，只有我能批评，也只有有资格表现喜恶，不全面知道事情的人，不理解我伴侣的人，理应一句话也不必说"
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Cameron Trip Oct'08- Day 1 & 2

I think, Cameron, is a place which lives in everyone's childhood memory, at least ours. Why? Because all of us went there once, twice, etc since we were "young" and it's around 10 years ago. hehe

Day 1 & 2
We took bus from JB-Tapah, 10.30pm-5.30am, Taxi from Tapah- Cameron, 6am-8am.

The big head monkey was newly-joint member after "hiao po" bought it on the same day.


Nothing special, we took our dinner at city square, chit chatting, hehehaha during the whole journey, sleeping and shitting on the bus. Opps, of course not shitting on the bus la. I mean toilet break every two/four hours. :p

Okay then we reached the hotel around 8am but our day tour will be started at 9am. So haven’t got a chance to check in the hotel, we have to tidy up ourselves and get ready for the tour. These few laggards were still delaying the driver by having a local style breakfast opposite the hotel. Haha No wonder he was so angry when we whispering about cancellation of the tea plantation.

I forgot the hotel name la. Yeah I know I am a lousy story teller at this point. This whole trip is a relaxing trip mah :p

Come, take pix before you eat!


I am hungry. Please let me eat first!


We hardly got a chance to take the photos of food. Everytime we move and finish it very fast. Finally 1st meal pix taken by us. Teh tarik, prata & nasi lemak.


The war has just begun!




Apple, what are you going to do with that pose?Half way to the Rafflesia

At first, I was carrying the black sling bag, thereafter I changed it to the F1 red backpack because starlady was feeling unwell after eating the nasi lemak la. I felt more comfortable, more energetic after carrying the backpack. Yoyo. :p
I might be a little princess but I am tough. Wakaka
我虽然动作很慢但是走路很快 。
我也许很小姐但是我不想添麻烦。:p

Finally, we took at least 3.5hours just to see the main focus today-the world's largest flower, Rafflesia.


Unripe Rafflesia



Can you see "tired" on our face.


Posing halfway of conquering the jungle.



Rare species in the jungle





Tried the "new" drink- Natural Bamboo drink (Air buluh). It's fresh and tasteless.

Cheers!^^



The best view of water fall




Look at my pinky flat~it became brown color T_T. It was being abandoned on 01/11/08 without having a chance to send for repairs and cleaning.

They were eating the snacks we brought as lunch


Refreshed after visiting the water fall & tea plantation~


I was still eager to find out the location of "The T Cafe" even though I was having 4 different flavors of strawberry desserts (Strawberry ice cream, shake, yogurt, Lassie-goat milk) after visiting the tea plantation. My strawberry cheesecake & scones are waiting for me :p But we were shagged after the 5 hours jungle trekking & decided to go pasar malam finally!!!~ I like the fresh corn, freshly fried sweet potatoes & snacks there. Of course not forgetting our main course- All time favourite "Steamboat". Though it is not "All-you-can-eat" style. Yummy + thumbs up...

We packed the "teh halia, teh tarik, lemon tea" while we were walking back to our hotel~ We chit chat, chit chat until Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz..............

To be continued...